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At Your Worst

from Nyctophilia by 4 a.m.

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lyrics

hey ma look at me
i just got the newly issued magazine
its me on the front page that youll see
its me that they keep showin on your screen

it lies on my chest, this vest made of gold
put it on myself to make my lies more bold
and im cold and im cruel and i will withhold
what i really want from you, is it new, is it old?

hey there, its unfair
that i live my life out of their dispair
its me up there in the all power chair
and i pick and I chose all the whens and the wheres

cause im not a nice guy, as it may seem
i have my demons on my sleeve,
take a second think deep, if you really want a piece
of this me, the new me thatll tear you into pieces

so hey you, look at you, you seem so happy,
wait a second let me help you, there now youre crushed
im just a crutch, one you never think you need till im gone,
and when im gone, its like a bomb went off, a fatal clot


so hey you yeah you, why dont you tell me
why I make these things, and tear them down, it just seems un healthy
cause i wanna help i really do, but all i seem to do is crude,
Ill kill your soul and ill laugh about it, all because im in the mood


Im the monster under your bed
you laugh about, you think im dead
i come for you when you are weak,
when youre at your worst Im at my peak


inside of this place is my very own prison

its filled to the brim with its very own vision

to break me into pieces, like i did you
only this time there is no undo
no back i can hit to make my escape,
no cape from a superman, its my mistake

the cell i am given is void of the light

i wish i could see i try hard as i might

but as i close my eyes, i only see you
staring at me sayin what did you do
i killed your soul and you let me do it,
and the worst part is i dont feel ruined

Im the monster under your bed
you laugh about, you think im dead
i come for you when you are weak,
when youre at your worst Im at my peak

we wait for the day where the people seem alright
it lingers on the border, but itsalways a fight
we wait for the day, where the struggle here is gone
they say it wont be long, but hey, they could be wrong
(x6)

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from Nyctophilia, released June 6, 2015

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4 a.m. Gainesville, Florida

Music is one of the most important parts of my life. I write what I would listen to, If you are anything like me, my words will mean something to you.

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